Coming Out - 1 Year Later

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It’s been a year since I came out publicly on AMwine! Here’s what really happened. Also some awkward closeted stories!
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  • For some reason I thought the Big Brother story was gonna be about him suddenly finding a strange attraction to the voice of Big Brother... Perhaps that's just me being attracted to Big Brother from Realicide (is a web series thing), perhaps...

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  • As soon as I heard you and clicked on this video instantly loved it😁

    KianBeck123 EKianBeck123 E11 օր առաջ
  • Phil's videos feel like a warm hug on a cold windy day. we love you, you funky lil man🌻🌻🌻

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  • I'm rewatching this a year later, and I think you've become even MORE 'yourself' publically if that's possible. it's lovely. I've really been enjoying the stereo shows lately too, Phil.

    calliphoridae luciliacalliphoridae lucilia14 օր առաջ
  • Look Phil I’ll make a deal with ya you can have that dude from the beach and I come out and have the girl from the beach. Good deal?? I think so😁... This is my way of saying I’m lesbian 😅

    Maddison 1416Maddison 141625 օր առաջ
  • Phil: the future is bright Me: because we are in ittttttttttt

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  • when will u and dan get together

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  • i love how he's *gay but still a lovable idiot*

    Ian SmithIan SmithԱմիս առաջ
  • When he was describing Kyle I though of Chester Bennington (R.I.P.)

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  • The future is bright... You get through this night 🥺

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  • 4:02 SimplyNailogical theme music?

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  • I had the exact same thing with like typing a whole paragraph to my friend and not wanting to send it, but when I did and she reacted well I was sooo so soo happy

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  • 3:55 I need to watch this interview

    Samya goyalSamya goyal2 ամիս առաջ
  • 2:51 the worst thing is that phil still can't do air quotes

    elioroseeliorose2 ամիս առաջ
  • Lost a quarter of my childhood, remeber when this dude did ACTUAL videos? Like THE DRAW OF SHAME

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  • I'm choking omg frickin Kyle ☠️☠️☠️

    JadeybugzJadeybugz2 ամիս առաջ

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  • I love phil so much 🥺🥺🥺

    JadeybugzJadeybugz2 ամիս առաջ
  • Wonderful video Phil! Laughed so much at your crush story. Thanks for talking about it

    AnonAnon2 ամիս առաջ
  • This is the best video

    AnonAnon2 ամիս առաջ
  • can u ask dan to come back??? Oh and my coming out story was i told my sister da 1st person and then my mum and dad they didn't really care

    jonah pricejonah price2 ամիս առաջ
  • Love this video and that you feel like you can be more yourself now BUT WHERE IS THE BOB ROSS PAINTING? I got so used to it and often saw it as true art 🧐😄

    Josina H.Josina H.2 ամիս առաջ
  • Shortly after I came out as some sort of non-straight, I went and saw the movie Love Simon with my mom and little sister. There's this scene when *spoiler* Simon comes out and his mom said that it looks like he's finally able to breathe. My mom squeezes my shoulder, I look over and she's crying and she told me that's how it's been watching, holy crap??? I was crying and she was crying and my sister was making fun of us because she had no clue, I hadn't come out to her yet! I came out to her as we were driving home from the movie though and was like "okay? what now?"

    Kaeley PerkinsKaeley Perkins2 ամիս առաջ
  • he’s become more stereotypically gay since he came out and i’m living for it, the videos feel less held back

    ZukoloidZukoloid2 ամիս առաջ
  • Me at 7:40 repeatedly saying "Oh Phil!! :("

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  • Imagine all the gay comments Phil wanted to heart but couldn't coz he hadn't come out yet >~< So happy for Phil!!!!

    Geen StagniGeen Stagni3 ամիս առաջ
  • Lmao same bro I couldn't do my first pride month this year :(

    Bammy PlaysBammy Plays3 ամիս առաջ
    • same, i went to 2019 pride with a friend but that was well before i was out about being trans or my sexuality (tbh i hadn't even figured out my sexuality at the time) so 2020 pride would've been awesome

      Alexander PattersonAlexander PattersonԱմիս առաջ
  • 2:33 i love how phil can laugh about this online and feel so comfortable about it now

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  • hey everyone! if you read this, you are one of the few who know I'm nonbinary!

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    • I'm Proud Of You. Thank You For Telling Us.

      Jonathan McKeyJonathan McKeyԱմիս առաջ
    • so proud of you!!

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    • @_pml.supremacy_ thank you!!!

      throwaway accountthrowaway account2 ամիս առաջ
    • im so proud of you!!!! your so valid!!

      _pml.supremacy__pml.supremacy_2 ամիս առաջ
    • Hi there, well done on taking your first step in coming out! you are so valid🏳️‍🌈

      Ellen GommEllen Gomm3 ամիս առաջ
  • *e l o n g a t e d h o n k*

    Amanda LoriAmanda Lori4 ամիս առաջ

    Sabrina FreemanSabrina Freeman4 ամիս առաջ
  • It felt a bit odd when you guys came out because I started watching you around 2012 ish? And that was when everyone were nonstop guessing your sexualities and it felt like half the comments were about it sometimes. All the creepy tumblr shit. And intially I was just as curious as everyone else but it was clear that you didn't want to talk about it and I respected that so eventually I just completely wired my brain to " It's none of your business. It doesn't matter. Let it go" until I just thought of you as an entirey asexual being (which would have been fine if you were). Didn't think we'd ever find out, made peace with it, didn't even wonder anymore And then suddenly out of nowhere you and Dan both come out in RAPID succession and I almost thought it was a joke or clickbait at first because I REALLY didn't think you'd ever tell us. And now there's a whole new chapter of Phil Lore unlocked.

    Ronin FredricsonRonin Fredricson4 ամիս առաջ
  • Wait wtf? You've been on AMwine for almost as long as I've been alive (I'm 20 btw) and I've been watching since 2013 time really flies 😳 how did I not realize it's been so long?

    Lena BeanLena Bean4 ամիս առաջ
    • Well, Just Over Half Your Life.

      Jonathan McKeyJonathan McKeyԱմիս առաջ
  • Happy Gay Birthday! Happy... Girthday? No.

    Claude ListerClaude Lister4 ամիս առաջ
  • I want your dinosaur

    Sarah FaulknerSarah Faulkner4 ամիս առաջ
  • ♥️🥰🥰🥰🥰♥️

    electra ericelectra eric4 ամիս առաջ
  • i already knew phil is gay bc i knew i was bi when i was very very young so my gaydar come on to me pretty strong and a young age 😂

    Leah HillLeah Hill4 ամիս առաջ
  • Phil is the cutest human being

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  • YALL DID PHIL JUST- no.. No way he didn't..... Y'all saw the finger-

    namjoons wifenamjoons wife4 ամիս առաջ
  • its been so long since ive watched a phil video. it feels like coming home after a long trip

    Rebecca HarrisonRebecca Harrison4 ամիս առաջ
  • kyle: hello how are u phil: yes hfhbvcsn

    Rosa MerchantRosa Merchant4 ամիս առաջ
  • 7:30 and then he said, "be a sheep"

    Michelle FMichelle F4 ամիս առաջ

  • I came out on the last day of pride month this year

    Bernadette robertsBernadette roberts4 ամիս առաջ
    • That's amazing, good for you! I wish I had the courage you did to come out, but I will eventually lol.

      Campbell C.Campbell C.4 ամիս առաջ
  • Love you Phil your great

    Sarah LukeSarah Luke4 ամիս առաջ
  • We all should’ve know he was gae just by how much he moves his head while talking

    That dumb BitchThat dumb Bitch4 ամիս առաջ

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  • wait coming out can be a good experience?? *WHEN WAS SOMEONE GONNA TELL ME THAT??*

    Tatum MetzgerTatum Metzger4 ամիս առաջ
  • *SORRY FOR THE SAP* Phil thank you for this update. You have made me feel not so alone for my first pride as bi. Obviously the world had its focus greatly redirected this past june (rightly so), but knowing that during my first pride, I shared a similar experience with someone I have looked up to for years just makes my little rainbow heart shed a little tear. Although sad we couldn't join our first parades, I'm happy to come out the same year :) Dan and Phil also inspired my career goals. And years after binging your videos as a teenager, I'm now pursuing my dreams as a filmmaker and starting my own media company all thanks to you goofballs. Seriously, thank you. Also come to St. Augustine again. I worked at the venue you toured at but had to miss the show *cries*

    Chloe WalkerChloe Walker5 ամիս առաջ
  • I'm closeted and I always have to stop myself from saying some weird gay thing

    Liana NuckollsLiana Nuckolls5 ամիս առաջ
    • 👏s👏a👏m👏e👏

      Campbell C.Campbell C.4 ամիս առաջ
  • I really love this

    Karin HKarin H5 ամիս առաջ
  • Is anyone else extremely concerned about Dan. I love Phil a lot and I always love when he uploads but I’m so scared about Dan I want to check on him and hear him say he is ok or even that he isn’t idk I miss him

    MacKenzie GibsonMacKenzie Gibson5 ամիս առաջ
    • U think so

      MacKenzie GibsonMacKenzie Gibson4 ամիս առաջ
    • he’s okay

      Taylor CatherineTaylor Catherine4 ամիս առաջ
  • 5:34 your boss is shipping you 😂

    Orla BradyOrla Brady5 ամիս առաջ
  • I can FEEL the rapid fire questions where you accidentally said gay in the big brother thing. I can only imagine what you felt!

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  • I’m so proud of you. I think I might be too and I’ve been watching you forever! You do you sis and I think you’re amazing. Don’t let anyone stop you and I won’t let anyone stop me! 🥳🏳️‍🌈

    christopher acheampongchristopher acheampong5 ամիս առաջ
  • 💗💗💗

    Lisa BerryLisa Berry5 ամիս առաջ
  • it felt appropriate to use this emoji for the first time here

    Kristin FurdaKristin Furda5 ամիս առաջ
  • did it ever get confirmed if him and Dan are together bc i remember the phandom freaking out after their concurrent coming out videos

    Winter FWinter F5 ամիս առաջ
    • @Taylor Levy then scroll on? it's not like it was a personal question just toward you. it's a youtube comment, chill.

      Winter FWinter F5 ամիս առաջ
    • @Winter F okay, but it’s not really anyone’s business but theirs

      Taylor LevyTaylor Levy5 ամիս առաջ
    • @Taylor Levy mostly because I was curious lmao, I'm just asking

      Winter FWinter F5 ամիս առաջ
    • why does it matter?

      Taylor LevyTaylor Levy5 ամիս առաջ
  • i totally get the whole feeling like you can final exist as a human thing. i have just started coming out properly. some of my friends knew but coming out to people who are just acquaintances really does help you come out to your self.

    Clara BlunsdonClara Blunsdon5 ամիս առաջ
  • you are a wonderful human phil xoxo

    Taram1987Taram19876 ամիս առաջ
  • So, Dan is your bf?

    ThedarkestsecretThedarkestsecret6 ամիս առաջ
    • I mean I doubt it but even if they do have something going on then it’s really non of our business

      moonlight salvatoremoonlight salvatore5 ամիս առաջ
    • So, mind your business

      Taylor LevyTaylor Levy5 ամիս առաջ
  • I don’t know about you guys but I can SO see his added happiness and openness on AMwine. I’ve been watching for about 6 years and I figured I’d like “grow out” of watching Phil or be “too mature” but I love him even more now! His videos make me sooo freaking happy. Much love!! (Maybe I’m just immature... hope I stay like this)

    Lillian McEvoyLillian McEvoy6 ամիս առաջ
  • Dear Phil How do you sit on the chair normally for so long?? From a confused gay

    Seren LeslieSeren Leslie6 ամիս առաջ
  • Phil just wanted to let you know that I absolutely love your videos they never fail to brighten up my day. Thank you for everything you do ❤️

    Marcela RevesMarcela Reves6 ամիս առաջ
  • god damnit i take a break from 90% of the internet for 2 years and Dan and Phil come out??? Not to mention Phil came out of my birthday? Blasphemy i missed it

    Rae CooperRae Cooper6 ամիս առաջ
  • am i tripping or is this the first time ive seen phil flipping off the camera😭😂

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  • Okay but that happened to me with a psychologist. They just ask you questions and I didnt know sexuality was one of them so I literally said "Both". If I had a choice I would've lied but Im too honest! Jokes on them I dont even know my sexuality OR gender at this very moment ha ha...

    AtalinayAtalinay6 ամիս առաջ
  • Me: Mom I’m *pansexual* Mom: what’s that? Me: *explains* Mom: oh, cool

    Stina LarssonStina Larsson6 ամիս առաջ
  • I came out a few months ago as a trans male and I came out as panromantic asexual last year

    Leo The KingLeo The King6 ամիս առաջ
  • phil: “people were even coming out in the comments of my video” me: Okay, i get it, let me think... i guess it’s my turn!🏳️‍🌈

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  • Phil: “some people were even coming out in the comments of my video” me: okay, i get it let me think...i guess it’s my turn🏳️‍🌈

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  • ❤️❤️❤️❤️

    Melanie HorowitzMelanie Horowitz6 ամիս առաջ
  • where dfid he geyt the dinorsonr

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  • imagine the chaos/toxicity of this fandom if there was tons of footage of baby closeted phil on big brother. probably best he pulled out

    Emily MEmily M6 ամիս առաջ
  • These coming out stories are sh!t

    Jeremy StevensJeremy Stevens6 ամիս առաջ
  • Ugh, it's so nice to see him happy and comfortable!

    dexadexa6 ամիս առաջ
  • im bi and had a secret girlfriend in high school that i think my mom knew about then she asked if i was bi and i said idk maybe... its been 4-5 years now... i dont think she remembers as she spews out so much homophobia... and was angry bout pride month... yeah... im never telling her XD

    Brittany WolfieBrittany Wolfie6 ամիս առաջ
  • phils talking about crushes is such a mood no matter of your sexuality xDD

    ThatGirlFeelsThatGirlFeels6 ամիս առաջ
  • Bro living for that b99 reference

    MachewPichuMachewPichu6 ամիս առաջ
  • what happened to dan

    df_is_polishdf_is_polish6 ամիս առաջ
    • he wrote a book

      Lautaro Roldan PizzornoLautaro Roldan Pizzorno6 ամիս առաջ
    • lol

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  • The print is no longer in the shop?? Where can I find it? :'(

    SydsydSydsyd6 ամիս առաջ

    tаянгtаянг7 ամիս առաջ
  • hows dan

    dagne millarddagne millard7 ամիս առաջ
  • I've never actually taken the time to watch anything Dan + Phil or Dan/Phil because I knew this incredibly manipulative person in middle school and she was OBSESSED with Dan and Phil and so I just always associated the negative feelings I had against her with Dan and Phil because it was all she ever talked about. I'm glad that I finally watched this!! They seem like really cool people. Congrats on being yourself, it can be super scary!!

    Gabby BGabby B7 ամիս առաջ
  • How could anyone not love him? Ugh💓

    Aya JbsAya Jbs7 ամիս առաջ
  • Okkkk but i wonder what happened to DANNNN

    _skorby __skorby _7 ամիս առաջ
  • Is it just me that's sad that Dan hasn't updated absolutely anything and I miss him.... Specially seeing both of them being happy and cute 😭

    Cristina SalazarCristina Salazar7 ամիս առաջ
  • hello random stranger on the internet who may or may not be watching this for the 100th time!! just checking in on you- have you eaten today? have you drank any water? if not go get something! and if you have good job!! make sure you're taking care of yourself ok?? we may not know each other but im so so proud of you and you are valid- i hope you have a lovely day/night- ilu mwah!!

    anxiously_zaylia_anxiously_zaylia_7 ամիս առաջ
    • this is actually making me go drink water, I have been sitting here for hours. Thank you stranger

      Dakota GisslerDakota Gissler7 ամիս առաջ
  • wait i dont want to invade anyone’s privacy,? but are him and dan together?

    IvelisseIvelisse7 ամիս առաջ
    • Yes/no/maybe

      Daisy JeffersonDaisy Jefferson5 ամիս առաջ
    • Yes

      Lautaro Roldan PizzornoLautaro Roldan Pizzorno6 ամիս առաջ
  • The Dan and Phil ship could happen, jk Unless...

    Cosmic SlackerCosmic Slacker7 ամիս առաջ
    • :/

      Taylor LevyTaylor Levy7 ամիս առաջ
  • this is all 100% funnier remembering phil had emo hair

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    Human PersonHuman Person7 ամիս առաջ
  • Wait, so Dan and Phil were/are a thing? YEeeeeeeS

    Laura VladLaura Vlad7 ամիս առաջ
    • 😑

      Taylor LevyTaylor Levy7 ամիս առաջ
  • Dan and phill?

    KillerCreatorKillerCreator7 ամիս առաջ
  • I know this is unrelated but the persons picture makes me so happy. Its rem and emerson from palaye royale. How many of us are also royale concil members.

    Amber ShawAmber Shaw7 ամիս առաջ
  • i think if this happened in 2007/08 it wouldn't have gone down so well, so think it's a good thing u waited.

    Oskar wintersOskar winters7 ամիս առաջ
  • Phil’s videos make me feel so happy and safe

    Log LogLog Log7 ամիս առաջ
  • Phil: the edge of a man's nipple Dan in the other room: 👁️👄👁️

    Molly DeRemerMolly DeRemer7 ամիս առաջ