Awkward Stories From The Closet

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I tell you some more stories from when I was an awkward closeted teen!
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  • Gay Panic! At the (Chinese Restaurant) Disco

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    • Beautiful.

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    • YES

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    • Yesss lmaoo

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    • @EmmaLovesBakugo omg haha

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    • You are a literal genius 🙏🏼

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  • My suttle way of saying i liked my bi friend was by saying “hey i have a crush on someone in this room” then she started to guess away until she had guessed everyone else in the room. Then she said “wait do you like me?” And i said nothing. Then i said “do u like meeeeeeee” and that was the end of our convo even tho she already had a bf

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  • my crush sent me that same website and tricked me!!

    George MichealGeorge Micheal4 օր առաջ
  • I'm out to my friends but not to my family (well my sister knows i'm bi and my mum knows i'm not 100% a girl, but that's it) and there has been times when they've asked if i'm gay bc i'm so passionate about it and i've had little panicky moments.

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  • One time I thought itd be a Super Funny Prank™️ to dress up like a boy and tie my hair up and put my hood over it and go to hang out with him to see if hed notice for a Really Funny Prank Haha Funny Meme

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  • I'm offended i never saw you on my recommendations

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  • One time My sisters and I were listening to a podcast, and I character goes "well I know what I'm not, I'm not straight" and I scoff and go "well me neither" without thinking that I hadn't came out to my sisters yet.

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  • 6:42 nice

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  • My (sort of) outing myself story: I'm on my computer, browsing through lesbian shirts, I close my chromebook, _still on the tab_, and the next day my mum's standing over my shoulder because I'm showing her that yes, I've completed yesterday's work, AND IT OPENS ON THE TAB OF LESBIAN SHIRTS I KID YOU NOT

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  • Literally nobody's talking about Phil's _american accent with the car insurance am I the only shocked one_

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  • I very recently realized that I was very, very into Disney princesses. Like I had a type and everything 😂 turns out my "type" was the ones that weren't connected to a man, and also some where I liked the man too lol - Mulan (hello, Shang the bi icon), Merida, Elsa, and also Pocahontas and Jasmine. yeah that was....a thing. I'm also grey-ace though, so it wasn't a sexual thing? just, lots of aesthetic attraction lmao

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  • I'm not closeted, I'm open with people but a girl at work hadn't realised that I'm trans. We were on our break together and I was on Twitter arguing with a TERF and she was like "are you okay?" And I was like "yeah, it's just this woman. She thinks I'm a misogynist just because I'm trans." And then she was like "You're trans?! I had no idea! How long have you been out? Which way are you going?"

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  • That prank website still existed when I was in middle school and someone sent it to me and prolly hoped for something juicier but I just talked abt kpop idols...

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  • I remember being at the mall and I saw a girl in a store and she smiled me and I felt gay panic. Then I was Walmart and I was coming to the conclusion that I'm probably gay and it was a time

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  • I'm sooo glad these have captions! My sound is broken!

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  • I had to get put under anesthetic because I needed a surgery to drain a very painful ovarian cyst I had. While I was under anesthesia, I outed myself as trans. The doctors were very supportive. They were like, “That’s okay. You just be you. It’s good that you know who you are.” My mom was not supportive. And she got mad at the doctors for being supportive.

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    • aw crap, i'm sorry about your mum's reaction. hopefully she gets more accepting

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  • And he let you buy him a drink pft gross

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  • bruh I just love listening to you talk. you would be such a great friend

    Cece SmilezzsCece Smilezzs2 ամիս առաջ
  • I relate to this kid “Luke” my parents also just gave me a book and said read it will help. Yeah really helpful mum and dad

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  • oh my god, the prank crush sites are awful! i almost outed myself by putting a girl’s name in the site (i’m trans) and i did the same thing as phil i’m out as trans now but still closeted as bi

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  • Anyone saw his eyecolor change? Was that an effect? Lol

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  • This is before I really knew I was not straight, so I'm not sure if it certainly was one of the many breadcrumbs of gayness I left myself and only noticed after coming out! In middle school, I had an iPad. My parents often took my phone, but not my iPad. So any questionable material I wanted to look at I used my iPad! I read fanfics on there and eventually stumbled onto dirty fanfics. I was very confused by the language and body descriptions, most I caught onto over time, but the one thing I never got was the concept of um...female e*jac*lation and so I looked it up. Ultimately, my google search had a filter so I didn't see anything accept these two women in full cat body paint in a cage together trying to look _sexy_ . I leave this on there, come back from school, my parents take me on a drive, and notify me that they *let my little sister use my iPad and they saw the search title and the picture and had all these questions about my sexuality and I'm sobbing and they're telling me they'd be supportive and* that's the story of how everyone in my family decided I was some sort of gay before I even knew I was.

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  • 6:49 I want to know this website I ReAlLy WaNt it, I'd really want to send it to my crush.

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  • my closeted experience was in 8th grade when this kid sitting in front of me was talking about how he hated gay people and turned to me and asked if i was gay and i said no and he high fived me 😬

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  • lmaooo when i came out to my mom as bi she told me "all women are at some point, or to some degree attracted to other women. I mean women are beautiful they have curves, whereas men dont have anything, they have flat bodies...." and its been maybe 10 yrs? since then and im like my mom sure shes 100% straight?

    Sierra TamalonisSierra Tamalonis3 ամիս առաջ
  • I came out to my best friend from middle school by texting her that I had a huge crush on her then never speaking to her again, as you do

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  • kids are so evil and stupid

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  • People say my mom is gay And she is. My mom was married to two men (semi happily to one) before her sexual awakening ig My mom is married to her wife (my stepmom) now but people always are like ‘Ur mom gae Aha’ And I’m like, ‘yea.’ ‘...what...’

    Carl Does stuffCarl Does stuff3 ամիս առաջ
  • one awkward non-binary story from me: I was playing a would-you-rather game at a party where you pull questions out of a bowl, and the question I pulled was "would you rather be a boy or a girl?" at the time I considered myself 50/50 split, and my closeted ass and the one friend at the party I was out to just burst into hysterical laughter for a loooooong time, before I answered with my assigned gender and we carried on like nothing at all unusual had happened nope no siree nothing to see here just two pals having a good chuckle that is all

    Casey MutkaCasey Mutka3 ամիս առաջ
  • That story about The pride event is really unlucky oof

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  • Hold up, this was 5 months ago???? WHAT???

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  • I was missing Dan and Phil Games all of a sudden so I came here for Phil because Dan isn't here ._.

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  • i have been openly gay ever since i found out but where im quiet is my gender identity. i am afab nonbinary (he/they) and only close friends and two family members know. and i remember a few months ago i was sitting on the couch and my brother comes up to me and starts yelling at me because i refused to shave my legs, he started calling me a boy as an insult but little did he know i was the happiest had ever been that month

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  • Hey I know this is an old video but PLEASE do not take a sponsorship from Displate again. They are a very dishonest company known for allowing people to sell stolen art and do nothing to help the artists to resolve the issue. More details about it can be found here:

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  • I’ve bought like 5 displates 😂

    Melissa JacksonMelissa Jackson4 ամիս առաջ
  • Phil seems so much more happier and relaxed now that he’s out and I’m so happy for him 🥺

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  • I thought i was the most gullible person to fall for that love test prank. This made me feel a lot better.

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  • Heyo Phil!! it’s been a while since you uploaded this, but I miss Dan and I wanna say I hope he’s doing well!! He deserves to be happy and mentally healthy, and it’s been a bit since we’ve seen him (which is perfectly fine, you can’t do AMwine forever). Hope quarantine treats you both well, no matter what!! Stay safe and Happy Holidays!! ☃️ 🎄

    Emmett CreelEmmett Creel4 ամիս առաջ
  • And here I am thinking about Buffy and Spike

    Sarah FaulknerSarah Faulkner4 ամիս առաջ
  • I had my first and only girlfriend in like 7th grade (?) I really liked her but she was definitely not into me and everything we did was awkward until like 2 weeks later she broke up with me in text ☠️ I pretend I was okay but man that shit hurted 😂 ever since then I've dated straight boys and oh no

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  • My friend kissed me at a party and was like dam I like that. We dated in secret for a while till we both had hickies and our other friends called us out. We broke up after and pretended it never happened. Crushing honestly.

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  • 3:48 one bad gloop and she do what i yoinky

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  • I gotta know, was the restaurant disco called Willow...?

    JessieJessie4 ամիս առաջ
  • The prank website gives me second-hand terror that's so awful I would have imploded

    Evelyn DeenEvelyn Deen4 ամիս առաջ
  • that last one hurt... oof. also, rip jason. hope he's found love now

    Natasha LawelyNatasha Lawely4 ամիս առաջ
  • I mixed up the word thespian with lesbian and I told everyone my sister was a lesbian.

    Rose of NoonvaleRose of Noonvale4 ամիս առաջ
  • when i was in 6th grade my best friend would tell each other the first letter of our crushes name and try to guess. me being stupid gave her the initial EVEN THOUGH IT WAS HER I HAD A CRUSH ON. and then she laughed and was like "ahah is it me" and then i swear i spontaneously combusted. but luckily she was supportive (but straight) and we're still best friends 6 years later

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  • i neeeed the osaka poster omg

    Lauren SalzLauren Salz4 ամիս առաջ
  • 1:03 Never have I related to something so much !! Holy cow, I'm terrified of that happening. 🥺

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  • My friend sent us all a fake crush website and my crush was his best friend thank f**k he never told anyone or said anything about it 😂

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  • This isn’t necessarily an awkward closeted story, but I came out to my parents by writing an article about Gentleman Jack for my student newspaper and sending them a copy

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  • At the end of the disco story, he says they were really nice afterwards, but is BAITING someone like that really ok? Or just insensitive? He handled it well though.

    ThePandajpgThePandajpg4 ամիս առաջ
  • can i just say yes those crush trick websites exist bc i got gay tricked as well and that how i came out to one of my best friends

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  • When I was little, I used to think that "Le Mis" meant "lesbian" and so my internal gay-phobia avoided musicals for a long while 😂😅

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  • 5:43 - I would simply pass away

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  • I was really unsure about relationships in general and this guy kept tryna get with me so I told him I was gay and then everyone else found out so I had to tell my family, but bc I was unsure they all thought it was a phase. Anyway later on I tried to convince myself I was straight because all my brothers were like haha ur not gay shut up, so I pretended up until 2 years ago when I tried to date a guy and it was the worst experience ever and I went into a full on internal gay crisis lmao. I’ve come to terms with it now but what’s annoying is that my whole family jokes about ‘that time filly pretended she was gay hahahaha you’re obviously straight hahaha’ all the time so I literally can’t tell them because they won’t believe me, they might say they do but inside they’ll just think I’m confused :( so basically now I just sit around, try not to seem too straight or too gay and have a mental breakdown every time I’m presented with a sexuality question on job applications 👍👍

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  • Honestly I would have cried if a guy would have done that fake flirting thinggg

    Angie VicAngie Vic4 ամիս առաջ
  • Did you design these posters? And did Ghibli give you the rights to their brand?

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  • The prank website one gave me huge anxiety and it wasn't even my problem lol

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  • I did the same crush thing when I was 15 someone put the test your compatibility thing on their snapchat story and I entered their name and my name like an idiot and I just immediately slid up on their story and was like "ohhh wait I thought you wanted me to test my compatibility with you?"

    Heidi OlsenHeidi Olsen4 ամիս առաջ
  • I think about spike and buffy bc ✨bi✨

    Ken SealsKen Seals4 ամիս առաջ
  • 2:16 is that dannyboi? 🥺

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    • no

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  • Just me im just non binary gay and strange

    Charlie-Rose HathawayCharlie-Rose Hathaway4 ամիս առաջ
  • My friend who lives on my street invited me to her birthday party with all of her school friends and I've never felt more sure that I am not straight than at that party. Her friends were all really nice and I taught them about gender-neutral pronouns, but I had to very awkwardly excuse my way out of a game of kiss/marry/kill by starting a conversation about camp rock.

    Albert GrunnionAlbert Grunnion4 ամիս առաջ
  • omg the uni story made me so sad

    twinArmageddonstwinArmageddons4 ամիս առաջ
  • Зайти на канал к мальчикам спустя пять лет и не иметь понятия, что произошло и почему они больше не снимают вместе: сделано!

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  • that second one happened to me-

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  • I for sure thought I'd out myself to my parents when I got my wisdom teeth removed 😂 but all I did was cry because Freddie Mercury's dead and because I didn't have a strawberry smoothie... I don't even like strawberry smoothies 😂...

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  • 7:30 I'm surprised Phil didn't think the L and G in "LGBT" stood for Ladies and Gentleman lol

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  • I came out as lesbian to my mom when I was 10 and she said that it goes 10, 11, 12, gay. So that made me die.

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  • Phil: nO I’m NoT sTrAiGh wHaT do You mEAn?! Me: *chokes* Me: *wheeze* Me: *laughs so hard I start coughing*

    Blue Little ElephantBlue Little Elephant4 ամիս առաջ
  • So, okay, I'm bigender and questioning as fuck. I know I like guys, but women scare the shit out of me cuz I'm so used to them just tolerating my existence that when one of them shows more interest in me than that it just sends me into a confused panic? Literally like discovering attraction for the first time in grade school. I haven't had many "situations" to speak of because of that. I was seeing this girl online who was also bigender (identified as female 90% of the time) and that was fun but didn't work. Had a best friend who I'd intermittently crush on and she'd do the same with me but the timing was never right. The most recent thing is I had this newer friend who was definitely attracted to me and I was terrified but super eager to discover that part of myself, so I... reciprocated things and once they started getting a little... heated? I completely panicked, made an excuse and left 😅 Summary: I may be questioning all the way to the grave. 👍

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  • 5:45 Dude my best friend did the exact same friend because I never say my crush. (Mini panic attack)

    Cally JorkowskiCally Jorkowski5 ամիս առաջ
    • I dont like him anymore I hAvE nO cRuSh LoL nO oNe AsKeD

      Cally JorkowskiCally Jorkowski5 ամիս առաջ
    • She asked "do u like Gerald?" And I did (Gerald isnt the name) and I said what no i mean the uh. Basketball player, bearing in mind I have literally no idea about basketball. I dont think she fell for it..

      Cally JorkowskiCally Jorkowski5 ամիս առաջ
  • WARNING!! CRINGE STORY- so in 7th for my orchestra class we had to go to this big concert thing with multiple other schools. I saw this girl and she had kinda emo hair and this huge bow and my hair was blue and black. basically we kept complimenting each other then she called me hot... *INTERNAL GAY PANIC* _I DIDNT EVEN SAY ANYTHING_ LIKE W H Y *CRYING NOISES*

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  • Awww

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  • My parents and grandparents got me one of those sex education books and my mum and grandmother read it first and their decision was it was inappropriate and so they hid it so I couldn’t read it (as you do) but I found it and read it anyway and the part they found inappropriate was about gay people lmao. Jokes on them I’m still gay

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  • i dont think ive audably said "oh no" to a youtube video before. the cringe is strong man

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    • Charis Simpson it's called awkward stories and I cringed when it was awkward. Kinda self explanatory

      Ali PAli P5 ամիս առաջ
    • What’s ‘cringe’ about it?

      Charis SimpsonCharis Simpson5 ամիս առաջ
  • "Do you wanna talk" YEAH WTF DOES THAT MEAN one of my exes fking said that to me after he dumped me and I was like... WTF IS THERE TO TALK ABOUT?

    Victoria KoVictoria Ko5 ամիս առաջ
  • Omg the MSN prank story happened to me as well except it went to my crush's best friend 😂😭 oh my god I can still feel the SHAME and this was like 15 years ago or something at this point.

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  • 6:27 weirdest phrase

    Unrealistic FictionUnrealistic Fiction5 ամիս առաջ
  • Ur northern accent strong asf in this video

    Lefty LewisLefty Lewis5 ամիս առաջ
  • I just outed myself as bi to my whole class.... Basicalllyyy.... One of the kids in my class was looking up 'chicks with guns' on Google (we are year 8's, I don't know what you expect... we also had Google banned, so we have to use Explorer.) And I looked at his screen and my jaw just dropped, and I was like 'that is hot' and every one looked around at me.... ahhhh! Then a different kid in my class (he shall be called "Billy McJeff") looked up Belle Dephline... I saw a few people walking over to his computer, and I walked over... And it was this girl just... It was a music video... Look it up... And it was... just... ahem... I was watching, and he asked why I said 'I like girls, and boys!' He just said 'okay...' and that was it. (This was BEFORE the above events:) At the end of class, we were heading out, and a different class walking in. Billy McJeff must have noticed me staring at this girl... she looked amazing, though!!!... and he gave me a look... I was embarassed as hell!!! In Forest Schools, Billy McJeff, said something along the lines of "That girl was checking you out". And I blushed. So. Hard.... I think he was joking... But this girl kinda set my GayDar off, but GAYDAR LIES alot of the time... Annnyy wayyy... thats how I outed myself. It's 3am, so I'm sorry if this makes no sense... ||-//

    Lightning DustLightning Dust5 ամիս առաջ
  • So those websites are still a thing and that’s how I got outed to my whole school.... wish I had gotten a brainwave like that..

    Noah VerweijNoah Verweij5 ամիս առաջ
  • 6:13 I hadn't heard that MSN messenger sound in years, I'm emotional now! Ok sorry, moving on.

    MissValentinaMissValentina5 ամիս առաջ
  • my friend sent me one of those crush prank websites and at the time I had a crush on her girlfriend so you know how that went...

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  • my brother used to say “loan me $20 or you’re gay”... but ever since i came out it’s not “loan me $20 or you’re straight”

    Ryan MedeirosRyan Medeiros5 ամիս առաջ
  • gei

    Airplane WashroomsAirplane Washrooms5 ամիս առաջ
  • I like to watch this video when I’m feeling sad and gay. Thank you Phil, this is very calming and stress relieving. I very much appreciate you.

    Eepers JeepersEepers Jeepers5 ամիս առաջ
  • Answer to the anaesthesia question: I didn't exactly out myself, but I did keep telling my mom that I loved my girlfriend. My mom knew her as my best friend tho so she just saw it as gals being pals

    HollyRoseFowlCassonHollyRoseFowlCasson5 ամիս առաջ
  • I felt so bad about the second story. Turned out ok, but if it had happened to me I would have freaked out

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  • One of my friends was leaning over to get a piece of fluff out of my eyelash and she was super close to my face, in my head i was like shiiii- i wanna kiss her. GAY PANIC ENSUED and turned my head and sle accidentally hit my face with it ahahah

    The Invisible AshThe Invisible Ash5 ամիս առաջ
  • My entire life consists of my best friend and I nearly outing ourselves and me eventually slipping and letting my mom see my background on my computer that had a bunch of pride flags and then hanging up a lesbian flag that my dad eventually saw... I don’t think he knew what it was though, he just pointed at it and said “I like that drawing you did”😂

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  • I remember telling my mom I'm bi and I asked her not to tell my dad. She told him and neither actually believe I'm bi

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